i thought i was carrying you years before you arrived! wasn’t anything we planned yet i was hopeful that i would see two lines upon that piece of plastic
its crazy how life changing that piece of plastic can be!! you blink and all of a sudden you could find out that you
are creating another life
though that time wasn’t meant to be, one line showed up and i felt defeated baby. even though the timing wouldn’t of been perfect back then, i wanted my purpose, something to motivate me, i wanted that to be you baby!
we didn’t have alot of money back then, nor room to even fit a crib but i still felt in my own bubble but that plastic popped my bubble!
but i want things to be perfect for you baby, i want to welcome you into the world without stress and worry that we aren’t doing enough for you, though money isn’t everything and money can’t buy happiness, i still want to be able to provide you with the best and if the timing of your arrival was back then, then i couldn’t stick to my word. i know we would of made it work somehow, but i want more for you than that because thats what you deserve!
Dear Future Baby 