for awhile baby i have wanted to be happy, your mum has many battle scars, many of those wounds caused by the loss of some people close to her, people you will never meet and that hurts!
one person i really wish you could of met was your grandad! i know he would of loved you so so much!! he was and is your mums world! he was a hero and as you grow up i will tell you how much your grandad clarke is a hero but i wish things were different
i wish he could of told you those stories himself, i wish he could watch you grow, i wish you could see him with his cape for yourself but instead you will only ever see his wings!
he really was amazing baby but i hope and pray that you will never have to endure the pain that your mum endured the day grandad made his departure
i will make sure that his legacy lives on and though you never met him, i will make sure to tell you the many stories of his 48 years of existence because he really did leave an impression on earth!
i hope even beyond, you will be inspired by him and even tell your own children (if you choose) about his life and legacy because his story is one that should be told and passed along!
Dear Future Baby 